People raised in controlling or high-demand environments, including religious ones, often find it difficult to recognize when they are being harmed. These systems normalize control, making confusion feel like faith and fear feel like devotion.
Your experiences are real and valid. No one deserves to be demeaned, stripped of autonomy, or made to fear for their safety or their life. The harm you may be facing is not the result of “having the wrong beliefs,” but of coercion and control that thrive on fear.
Abuse does not grow out of sincere spiritual exploration. It flourishes in secrecy, obedience without accountability, and power that goes unquestioned.